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"I was pretty much screaming for help… And you did nothing."

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 04:47:28 +1100

“I was pretty much screaming for help… And you did nothing.”

- But really, should I be surprised?

Recording at the moment with Adrian, it’s all starting to come together and sound really well,...

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 00:45:06 +1100

Recording at the moment with Adrian, it’s all starting to come together and sound really well, stripped the track right back… I’m happy and slightly el drunko… the song is called Glosoli

This is my invisible friend Cornileous Humpledink… uh yeah...

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 03:38:18 +1100

This is my invisible friend Cornileous Humpledink… uh yeah guess hes not really invisible anymore seeing as you can see him.

Just a little update, been pretty busy working through music and other stuff that has been eating...

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 00:51:27 +1100

Just a little update, been pretty busy working through music and other stuff that has been eating away at my time…
On the plus side though the set list is starting to come together really well. I can’t wait to actually start performing these songs for people, hopefully they are into what we have to offer.

Tonight Adrian and myself worked on translating a really amazing Finnish song into English, if all goes to plan tomorrow we will work through putting it all together and record it… Enough from me, I need to consume more alcohol. I am blogging from the toilet, I love my BlackBerry haha gnarly.

Babysitting my Godson today… Sure… He is a shit head

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 14:52:46 +1100

Babysitting my Godson today…
Sure… He is a shit head

"I need you so much closer…"

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 05:10:06 +1100

“I need you so much closer…”

"Za Ba Bee"

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 23:56:10 +1100

“Za Ba Bee”

- Adrian Winters

Set List

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 19:09:46 +1100

Taking a little break at the moment, working out some form of set list, don’t know how final it will be but it will be nice to have some structure and rutine to our rehearsals.

Trying to work out whats going on with my voice, it isnt holding up to well… No idea if the air conditioning has something to do with it but it’s pretty frustrating for me… I mean if i cant hold my own now, how am I suposed to last in a sweaty pub? I don’t know, just a little insecure at the moment. Back to work!

Little Update

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 19:36:44 +1100

So I know I’m being slack yet again with updates but in my defence I’ve been busy… Though now I’ve finally got my BlackBerry working again, I’ll be able to update allot more.
Hubba Hubba

HALLOWEEN 2009

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 18:18:00 +1100

HALLOWEEN 2009

Tegan and Sara - Sainthood Tegan and Sara’s new album...

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 10:43:00 +1100

Tegan and Sara - Sainthood

Tegan and Sara’s new album Sainthood came out this week, pretty amazing… I mean in my eyes they can do no wrong, a little different from The Con but thats what I love about Tegan and Sara, they keep evolving their sound. Go and get it.

I know I’ve been slack with updates… Tomorrow I’ll start posting regularly again.

Changed Hair Colour Today, and got my septum pierced.

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 22:25:00 +1000

Changed Hair Colour Today, and got my septum pierced.

"Me telling you I was scared was me screaming for help…"

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 23:55:41 +1000

“Me telling you I was scared was me screaming for help…”

- Thanks for nothing I guess

A few more shots from last weeks shoot.

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 19:39:19 +1000

A few more shots from last weeks shoot.

Take only what you need?

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 16:47:07 +1000

I don’t know how I feel right now to be honest, yesterday should have been amazing, it should have been everything I wanted and hoped for, I thought I deserved that. Uh apparently not, I missed out on the job, my dream job.

I actually had the job, if I went in when I was originally meant to, things never really go to plan though, I mean, I ask a favor… I’d say a small favor but I guess that really depends on who you ask, asking the favor is one thing and people saying ‘yeah I will help you’ but having people follow through is another thing I guess, I probably sound like I am bitching people out and no, I am not doing that… At all. The thing is, I am feeling really shattered and really low, that’s all it comes down to really, I’ve been let down too many times lately and the truth is I’m so drained from it all… Its exhausting, especially after working so hard with no recognition, I don’t expect recognition… But this time I really thought I deserved a little and was so proud of myself.

Having no sleep adds to this… Heightened emotions. I wanted to sleep all day, productive I know, and, I couldn’t even do that. So I’ve had 4 hours sleep and have been sitting around feeling like shit all day. I know. I sound dramatic, honestly I can’t help it though… This is something I really wanted and deserved…

This is something I wont get over easily…

Just some of the shots that were printed… Today is going...

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 10:40:00 +1000

Just some of the shots that were printed…

Today is going to be an amazing day, I can feel it.

I deserve this.

Feel.

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 15:40:00 +1000

3.40pm

Even though I have finished the main bulk of these shots, there is still so much work to be done getting my book ready and sorted for my interview Tuesday. I’m starting to get both nervous and excited, I think I have a really good chance with it all and honestly I’d be so stoked if I got this job, so many worries will be lifted… I’d actually be genuinely happy for once. Dream job at 25.

Still a long day ahead of me, no time for rest.

8am… No Sleep. Ready to get shots printed today, still...

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 07:40:00 +1000

8am… No Sleep. Ready to get shots printed today, still not completely done though

Alone?

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 17:40:00 +1000

I finally got that sleep I was dreaming of, not by choice though. I have to say thanks though, no one has really hurt me that bad in a long time, thanks for reminding me why I dont trust and rely on people… Mostly though, thanks for reminding me of how alone I really am. Sure that sounds cynical, I know that… but what do you expect. I do everything for people, lets face it, if it were you who needed me last night I would have been there. Even with all this work, I would have made the time for you… It was only an hour.

I’ve accepted it though… And the scars? Well they will always remind me.

Thus ends my vent, back to work… Dont hate me.

"Take me back to where I’m from For me, there’s nothing more…"

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 15:40:00 +1000

“Take me back to where I’m from
For me, there’s nothing more…”